June 8

We just arrived home from a full day at MDA. I will admit that the last few days have been a bit of a challenge. I feel at times like I am on an emotional roller coaster; most times I am strong, but occasionally I am a tad weak and sentimental.

I was advised not to read things on the internet. I had been researching as much as I could in every spare moment I could find. I have tried to read up on every recommendation many FaceBook friends and more have sent. Yesterday I read more on the medications, side effects, and procedures and protocols than my heart could bear. With tears streaming down my face I reached out to two mighty kingdom women of God; both are in similar battles with their husbands. They have so unselfishly shared their knowledge with me and have encouraged me. They are heroes in my book!

The Bible says that God never gives you more than you can handle. I couldn’t handle much more yesterday; so God ministered to my heart and soul last night.

This morning while I was with Douglas at MDA, I knew that I knew that God had given me a word in season. Matthew 11:28 says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”I figured out what He was saying to me while at MDA; it was awesome! I began to declare life over every person who had the dreaded patient wristband on, and they were all around me. I declared healing on earth and revelation of The Lord should they not know Him. I was happy again; I had peace again. Go God!

After the last of Doug’s exams, they called Ashley and me back to enjoy his company until it was time to go home. Ashley was singing praise songs and dancing around the room full of joy for her Dad. They are two peas in a pod.